So I got angry and frustrated today while at Roswell with some news my medical team had given me. Nothing drastic just a slight elevation in my counts and an infection brewing in my respiratory system. I went to the bathroom and just started crying. It was like a flood of emotions all hit me at once. Then I did something I’ve done before and apparantly didn’t learn from, but I punched the wall in the bathroom. I didn’t punch hard like I usually would, but with the chemo I’ve been on before and now, my bone density is messed up and my bones are very fragile. So I hit just hard enough to break 3 bones and now I have to wear this stupid immobilizer thing that makes it really hard to type. I think this time I learned my lesson 
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